A lifetime lost I've lost over two decades of what I now know would have been true happiness. I've begun each day with total regret. Not a day has passed that I don't see your beautiful smile that's forever emblazoned in my mind. I live everyday knowing that it never had to be like it is today, missing you, wanting you, yet helpless nonetheless. They say everyone has one love that is true, yet I was to and blind to truly appreciate what I had. All that's left is a void that I've never been able to fill, a heart that beats only for yesterday with no hope of history becoming a future. I've lost a game that I had already won because I chose to forfeit . I don't blame you, never should have and I've deserved every miserable feeling I've experienced for e last 20 years. I will never know everything I've missed, but, then again, I know everything I've lost. I miss you, I always have, and I always will.

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